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The sun is shining, should be another warm day. I hate being cold, but I always am. On the other hand I am not a sun worshipper. Double edged sword.



Feeling stronger today. Strange dreams though. Wish I could remember. Something came to me, whispering in my ear. I suppose I will remember when the time is right but it haunts me.



Off to work. Don't mind this job, but for the public. People are not my favorite creatures, so blind to so many things. Lost in their mundane world. Ah but the critters, always have taken solace in them. Scaly ones, furry ones, those that swim. I do so enjoy them. Helping them, healing them, just being with them.



Best get too it.

Muscles twitching and burning, better than the pain in my soul. There are facets of pain that are very enjoyable... It is a beautiful day. The day is warm and the breeze soft, time for some play.

I hunger so, but prey is in such short supply here.

The pain is a little better today, yet my heart and soul still feel the piercings of 1,000 blades, the wounds fresh and raw, bleeding out. I will not enjoy my pain, but I will embrace it. I will draw strength from it. My familiars, my cats, are especially attentive in my time of need. Jack, a big black stray manx who adopted me some years ago, war torn yet still so beautiful, is the most attentive. Following me, lying by my side, curling up in my bed next to my head, giving me kisses and head-butts, as is customary with manx kitties. A wonderful little soul he is.

I think I will shower and go to the gym. Train my muscles to the point of failure. Now that is pain I enjoy.

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Isis101
19:12 Jan 17 2009

I wish you well during your healing process.

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DRAYTH
22:21 Jan 19 2009

A familiars manx very nice, all we can do is embrace our pain some of us have to live with it our one constant companion, I wish you well

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I am in great pain today. It is hard, to be one who feels everything and everyone, especially those I love. I have lost one I loved very deeply. Dead to me now. In hell I would suppose, writhing and twisting as he deserves. I will heal, as I always do. But to be so misunderstood, so very alone all of the time inside of myself. What is one to do. One trudges along, through murk and mire, one step at a time pushing forward.

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TrailorBoy
02:22 Jan 17 2009

:)

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